Log in

No account? Create an account

Free Spirit's Windows

Recent Entries

Spiorad Saor


June 6th, 2007

(no subject)

Something bad happened at work last week that has not only angered me but has me completely and thoroughly disappointed in my employer. I don't think I can work for them anymore and still respect myself. It's just not right what they did.

I have an interview on Thursday; it was really quite synchronistic the way it happened too. The aforementioned bad thing happened on Tuesday and when I was alone with myself contemplating what to do I said out loud...to no one in particular..."I need to find a better job" The very next day I got a call from a friend of a friend asking me if I would be open to this particular job. Now the job is somewhat in my field but involves a lot of accounting work which is not exactly my forte. When I expressed this concern I was told that was fine and the company would be willing to train me on the accounting part and that what they were interested in was my years of admin experience. So I said what the heck! It's time for a change and it couldn't have come at a more opportune moment.

So wish me luck on Thursday. I really want this job.

May 27th, 2007

(no subject)

Last night I dreamed of Dad again. My brother and I were in the house, knowing full well he was dead.. and he'd appear to us. Argumentatively. he told us to keep looking.. We looked through drawers, containers, cups.. Found lots of old little mementoes and memoirs from when we were kids.. But I knew what we were searching for were some very important papers. Insurance papers.

I hate these dreams. They're making me nuts.

A few months before my father passed away he had spoken with my Mom and let her know that he had a large life insurance policy with my brother and me as the benefactors.

No such policy was ever found in his paperwork. Why did he lie? Did he lie?
I feel like he is trying to tell me something. It's not a big deal that there's no policy.. I get along just fine.. But I still feel like there's something out there. How ever would I be able to find out? There are so many companies out there..

May 26th, 2007

My Journey...

My journey began 35 years ago but I don't think I really paid much attention to what was going on. I sort of went with the flow, doing all the things I was supposed to do; not really noticing that my journey wasn't bringing me any real joy. I don't think I noticed that I was lacking joy in my life because it had been so long since I had felt it that I couldn't remember what it was supposed to feel like...I think I might have missed some really good stuff along the way.

That is changing now. I am on the right path and I am walking it with my eyes wide open.

I can't wait to see where it takes me...

Must start running again!

I really don't remember it happening gradually. I just remember waking up one morning; none of my clothes fit. Yech!

This must be because I stopped smoking...yup...that's what I'm going to blame it on. It couldn't possibly have anything to do with the fact that I sat on my butt all winter and made absolutely no effort to control my boredom eating...and then there's all those times I had chocolate for dinner...and lunch. Nah...It couldn't possibly be either of those reasons.

So I have started a rather strange weight loss strategy. It is so bizarre that I'm not sure I want to share it's name until I see some results. I am also hoping that being a little league coach will help get me active. Running around after a bunch of ten year olds can be quite invigorating.

Well that's all for today. I should probably get back to work before someone accuses me of romancing the canine.
Powered by LiveJournal.com